08 July 2007

SAJAK-SAJAK - NYANYIAN KERINDUAN

KENANGAN
Jakarta, 9 Maret 2007

Bayangan berjalan seiring
ketika semuanya datang
pandang dan tatap yang sering
menyapa bagian dalam jiwa
menyisir lorong rasa
menggapai angan dulu
perlahan bercerita
tentang teman dan pemandangan
tak nyata itu
menyusup angan dan pikir
mengelabu dalam kalbu
seiring desiran bayu masa lalu
mengawan di hati
turun menetes asa duka
persahabatan dan pertemanan
cinta dan kasih pembinaan
dulu...
kelak ku tatap langit rabithahku
menyusupkan bintang wajah mereka
menyala terikat sinar hakiki
berharap pertemuan di syurga
merentas jalan yang pantas
tak pintas

MENGIRI RINDU
Jakarta, 9 Maret 2007

perasaan yang di rindukan
tentang tanah dan arah mata angin
menyusuri kedamaian itu
saat dia masih memintal
napasnya, saat ia tersenyum
teman dan sahabatnya berkeliling
dan, perlombaan mereka
saat perkatan mu yang
jernih, menghiasi pikiran mereka
keunikan yang mengalun

kadang arsyNYA berguncang
saat DIA berbicara tanpa penerjemah
dan lautan pengampunan menerpa
cinta dan dicinta
kedermawanan dan istana putih di syurga

adil, kenapa kau tak menyentuh
mengapa ku tak hidup bersamanya
kedamaian yang kucari disini
tersesat di rimba yang antah berantah
dan tak berujung

hanya gigitan ujung bibir
membayangkan kau dan sahabatmu
bercebgkrama dan membina
tetesan iri dari mataku
tapi, aku sadar unik diri yang
hina. kemunapikanku
tak mampu dan tak akan menjelma
itu semua

lalu perkenenkanlah aku denganku
agar unikku seperti mereka

TERKOYAK RINDU
Jakarta, 03 April 2007
saat malam makin mengelam

telah berlalu keseriusan
luruh dalam kesibukan
Rabb berpaling dalam kedukaan
kelakuan, dan azam ternistakan

kelelahan ynag meradang
seolah kenangan membayang
hanya sesuatu itu yang
tak kumengerti, kenapa?
padahal mampu selama ini ku jaga
agar tetap bersama raga
berjalan dengan arah jalan

kini saat waktu berkata
tepat, saat hampa tertawa
sesuatu itu menangis, menangisi kesendirian
yang ku bunuh
padahal kehidupan ada di sana
lalu luruh dalam gemuruh dunia
menyalak napsu dunia
merauh kerinduan yang terluka

kini saat serpihan itu menyerpih lagi
tepatnya ku tak mampu merakitnya
terlampau menjadi partikel
saat itu kemana sadar diri?

kini dan hanya kini
ku tangisi rinduku...
rindu adakah kau kan kembali
mengisi ruang hati

dan saat itu Rabbku
menertawakan angkuhku...


RINDU YANG HILANG
Jakarta, 05 April 2007

jalanan yang dilalaui
berhaluan dua ciri
kehampaan dan cahaya yang menyinari
sama berbanding, seri
kegelapan dan cahaya putih
antara kematian dan kehidupan
di bentangkan di depan diri
memilih kemanakan meniti jalan

kulihat namaNYA tersebar di langit
berkerlip dipadu keharuman
alam semesta
dan ku toleh sebelah kiri
kuburan ynag berlagak
kata dan perbuatannya
menjemukan diri
kucaci dan ku kritiki semua itu
terus menerus hingga tiba
diantara dua persimpangan
kegelapan yang sama. Tapi, sadar
merayapi sunyi ku terbuai
melembai jauh dari diri
menelan diri dalam kegelapan
sadar ku akan teberan namaNYA
ku ingin pulang... sungguh ingin
ku tersesat diantara kuburan dunia
tak tahu jalan cahaya
semuanya menggelap raksasa
jauh diri ini menyapa
kasadaran jiwa yang terjaga
sungguh dalam diamku, berkata
RABB... Aku ingin pulang...

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